My lIfE

ald 3 months ago nvr write my blogger...2day im going to write smthg..
there r a lot of couple aroung me in form 6..i hd gt a lot of new friend..
bt it still the same..till nw..still cnt find i tat really true frienz..i oso hope tat gt sm 1 cn really understand wat im thinking..bt seems  nobody really understand my feelings...i wan to concentrate in my studies...i wan to enter the university...n just through education oly cn change my life..a lot of things is surrounded me...im starting lazy wan to bother...bt wat cn i do??i wan the mark....n it is important to my future...in the other ways,i need to pay a lot of effort on it...n im gonna to lost smthg..bt wat will i lost?i dunno..n im ald 18..i need to learnt hw to stand up again frm the mistake...i noe i cn do it...ya..bc is very difficult..bt nvrm...i will accros this problem...lets fight 4 the best...^^

form 6 life...^^

This is my 3rd week study form 6...wat cn i said about form 6??
2 words ...quite nice..gt many frienz...omportant is...theyu better thn form 5 frienz...at least i wont feel bored whn enter the sch..
hopelly everthing will be better as nw..
am i going to becum bck prefect...this question hd wondering me..
i scared becuz of this..i will lose my frienz..
anywhere still feel tat sometimes cnt join their topic...fell hd been abondon by them..
bt wat cn i comfirm is...we still r 1 geng frienzzz...haha

nervous

start to feel nervous...
next wed.....our result come ot..
wahpiang....!!!!
everything is changing...
SPM result dunno cn get 7As o nty??
haiz...just accept wat i get la..........gambateh........!!

time.....

sometimes time really cn changed 1 ppl nor matter how good is them.....
time...really very scarely...just lk wat i saw it 2day...
STPM result....WTh....!!
a lot of the form 6 frienz cnt get the good result to continue thier university life..
i started to afraid if i continue form 6 bt nt college...
haiz...
my best frienz...n bro oso changed a lot....he looks lk nt kenal me lk tat...sad...:(
nvrm ..i still cn live well without him...i cn prove tat...nt...i must prove tat..
blogger..is time to say goodbye wth u...
continue blogger whn i get the SPM result...
Spm must get at least 7As......gambateh...hope so...><

Big Family...

常听老师说什么大家庭啊之类的。。觉得超sienzzz。。自己也没想到家里也会发生。。自己的阿姨全部都变了，个个都变得自私，没有情亲可言。。这就是大家庭。。haizz。。情亲又是什么？？我这个家庭比电视机里的大家庭还大。。但现在很多人都因为一个字------钱。。。变了。。。

sienzzz....

I dunno wat im going to do the next step...all need money..

wahpiang i prefer study thn work lo,.,really miss my secondary life sial...

all my friends r being changed..haizzzzz

left me alone still so childish...ishhh

i still thinking either study form 6 o foundation..

ya...the result havent cum out yet..bt i need to prepare frm nw..

need to decide..it important 4 my life..

if i choose the wrong ways thn i will regret the whole life..

Friend this word..i scare ald...

wats the meaning about friend??i dunno...

how was they think about me??

just a toy cn pull thr n here??piang...

after SPM...

finally i hd finish my secondary life on 7/12.....its so wonderful n a lot of sweet memories in my mind....
i will remember it...thx to all my teacher..
the whole month...so such.........i just cn say my result teruk...:{
study 4 so hard.....bt too nerve...cnt do well..
especially my chinese...my lovely subject...
damn....im sick tat day...so all my paper..i cnt finish it..my essay nt well...cuz SICK...

after my SPM...boring r cuming towards me more nearer...
didnt go 4 our last year trip------genting...cuz no money.....haizzzz..need to work..
i found tat....dunno la...nw don hvany frienzzz i cn talk to...
luckly gt kai lun n ley ee work at the same place as me...if nt sure boring....
my good brother dunno gone to whr ald....haizz....cnt find them....all say don hv time..
i noe the real reason...bt nvrm better keep quiet..if nt friendshil will break one day...

sad sial.....i hate my family....actually......
i hate "him".....
very 'jia'...haizzz....y lk tat???
my friend oso face the same problem bt im better thn her so much...
so i wont feel sad o wat....i wan study psycology.....i will continue till achieve my dream...
if my 'papa' still alive...thn anything nw will change...haha...don think too much..
cuz it wont happen....papa this word ald 12 years didnt say out ald...

i think mostly i wont say papa till died...cuz this word just suitable to my father...
Sim Yow Heng...miss himm...really...so suddenly..
ald 12 years i dunno wat is the feeling called father's love....
i cnt feel it since 1999 year.....
bt i cn feel it...(hows kai sern father treat him)...really so nice...
i oso hope tat i gt the chance to gv my papa love...'
bt don hv the chance anymore...his father oso very treat me very nice..

i love my father....my papa...
nw just hope still gt time cn go bck to tun tuah....
cuz i havent finish teaching kai sern n irene command...haha
hope they cn be more cooperate...
n be the champion of uniform at tun truah 2012...
gambateh...

papa...thjis word i just cn sv in my memories forever n forever.................