Pek cek!!

I'm so happy cuz....
finally i open the blog ald...haha
seem tat just me alone....1 boy gt blog gua...==

i don even noe y i gt kind of feel tat our friendship have changes...
ermmm...maybe i think too much???
no...i guess...i cn feel ta...
after agm our friendship had changed...u r nt so closed wth me anymore...
u will not tell me ur 'xin shi'...we had change...

i really hope u r nt tat kind of ppl lk wat winnie they all say...
u r my best brother at tun tuah sch...ya...maybe ur friends kept made joke wth us...
say we r gay...bt 4 me...its ntg...i didnt care..
cuz i noe....we r nt tat kind of 'ppl'...
we r best brothers...bt u really change a lot after u gt the post...

r the post really will change 1 ppl??
maybe...cuz i had change a lot after i becum the president...
red crescent r 1 part of my family oso...
hv a lot of great memories...especially this year...haha
actually i just wan simply  n enjoy my last year...
if nt ks join the red crescent..i think i wont be so active..

u noe,kai sern??
i don wan u to join a lousy uniform...so i try all the best..
to fight 4 the best in bsm...
i wan u when gt over the red crescent is a top uniform bt nt the lousy...
u seem don lk to talk wth me anymore...bt sebaliknya...u r getting closer wth alfred...

i'm nt jeolous...bt y our friendship becum lk tat...
ee wern ask us we gt fighting be4...we say no at the same time..
ya..really the truth...bt we r getting futher n futher..
tats y we no gaduh o wat...
in this 5 years...i don hv so many friend...a lot of them..
i noe they closer wth me cuz i gt the higher post in prefect...

haiz...everything changing...i hope our friendship will nt hv any changing just becuz of red crescent...
i don wan lk senior tat all...they all fight just becuz of the post...
sienzzz....2day i just wan to say wth u dont bring ur friend when on duty...
ya...i noe...alfred cum n find u bt u ccn say wth him...
y u don say??....
actually i don wan talk wth u about this thing...cuz i oso retire ald...
gt prefect complain u...i ask them cn just ask u to change...
they don wan...i ask them report wth razif...they don wan..
they wan me talk wth u...so ok lo...i say wth u...i noe u don lk tat kind of feeling..

i really hope time cn return bck...
thn i wont be so pek cek becuz of ur thing...
i say it...i will support u nor matter what decison u did...
i trust u...cuz u r the oly 1 ppl tat i will talk my 'xin shi' to u...
bt prefect really nt easier to be....i told u be4 ald...
so u need to gt prepared be4 u wan to be a prefect...
dont talk ald la..just hope we cn lk last time...cn talk a lot...really miss tat time...

haiz...i' leaving tun tuah sch soon...left 32 days...
thn say 88 to my secondary sch...haha
starting a new life soon..i just hope tun tuah bsm cn be more better thn now...hope so..
actually i wan u to be the coming soon president so i put u as vice pre...
so bad me...haha...bt teacher oso agree wth my suggestions la...
so what will our frindship going on??
still dunno yet...be confident la..jordan..haha